小爱 =)

2009-11-30T05:34:00.000+08:00

hi people :)
haven't been uploading my blog for 3 weeks !
really busy nowadays,
as a opened a blogshop.
for the pst 2 weeks i haven't been sleeping and eating well
due to the stress :)
lots of things happened though.

CONGRATS to my baby,
as he got into a combustion company.
really very tiring eh,
he gets up 5 plus in the morning just for work,
and ends work at 5 too...
really hope he takes care of his body ;)

CONGRATS me,'as i atlast had a courage to open
a blog shop, i wouldn't have done it without BABY and BUI BUI and YISI :)
really thank them to the max :)
go visit sometime:) http://refine-d.blogspot.com/
and, i now have a new lappie !
easire for me to manage my bs and play DOTA !
haha, really damnn happy i can get rid of the lousy netook :)

CONGRATS pipi,
she's having her menstration already !
she has grown up so fast !
and i also got her a sexy and attractive lace panties :)
but, she just simply hates it :)
and dad was so shocked when he say that !
so cute of him :)
gonna get her a BF !
so if any male chihuahua's looking for a BITCH !
please tell me !

and dear baby,
although we had such a great fight recently,
but i'm glad you're still by my side.
i almost thought we were over.
but you ran to me and grab me,
assuring everythings gonna be alright :)
i thank you for tolerating all the nonsense i'm always uttering,
and all the trouble i've given you :)
thanks for holding my back just on the right time.
we may not be a perfect couple,
we may not be together forever,
but i'll cherish you,
as i have you here now :)

THANK MY BITCHES TOO :)
I JUST LOVE ALL OF YOU !

2009-11-07T03:46:00.001+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR

TO BABY & ME ♥

baby, really thank you for giving me

happiness for the past one year.

we had gone through bad times and

good times, we broked up, and got back.

we've learnt how to get along,

give in to each other,

and lots of other things that we thought

naively that it won't affect our relationship.

and at the beginning, we got together so fast,

that we don't really understand each other

like before. and seriously i thought it was bit wierd.

we were distant besties,

and suddenly together.

through all these 6 years,

you've always been the one who will pop out

to encourage me, you'll always know bout what

i was doing then, always, like my gaurdian angel.
you changed for me,
you cared for me,
you tried to be the BF i've always wanted.
but don't wish to be so hard on you,
i want you to be happy.
but don't forget those promises you've made.
i've so much more to say,
but i'll tell you personally :)
no matter what,
i'll still love you ♥

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY
TO ME ♥

and, finally i'm 18.
i've always wished i would become 18
when i was younger,
but now, actually, it's not a big thing,
and i'm not at all excited turning 18.
as long i have my bitches with me,
age doesn't really matter.
last night was really awsome,
i never had such birthdays before,
although it was simple,
but it's enough for me to remember my whole life :)
really thanks my bitches and my baby
for last nights party,
special thanks to baby, yisi and bui ♥
seriously, i almost cried, so touched.
thanks other bitches who came too.
haha, never been so hyper for so long,
dancing and LCing with you're are crazy!
although it wasn't a totally happy birthday party,
but i'm glad to see my bitches still happy.
speechless,
I JUST LOVE YOU ALL ! ♥

more pictures coming up♥

anyways, also thank you BABY
for buying a NINTENDO DSI for me.
really sweet of you♥

2009-11-02T20:23:00.000+08:00

slept through the whole day yesterday with baby at my house,
then ate at shaw plaza, MACDONALD.
as i wanted to callect the monopoly thingy, haas.
then came back to baby's house.
slept till morning, then baby went school.
the meantime,
me, esther and lekwei korkor,
gave PI GU a hair cut, she was in a mess.
and i accidentally cut her, awwww.

PICTURES TOMORROW ! :)
i have to go fishing with them.
tata ~

2009-11-02T00:11:00.003+08:00

haven been so happy for quite some time :)

and the gathering with the bitches yesterday was awsome :)

although i didn't drink or sang properly, cause i'm sick...

first,

headed back to my house with

baby in the morning to meet my parents,

went PS first, to look for my new bed and ate AJISEN,

not nice, sucks. then we were talking bout lots of things,

haven sit down to talk with my prents for quite sometime,

especially my father.

then headed off to suntec,

walk and ate too,

headed to my mothers favourite, SUPER MARKET !

haha, she shopped non-stop,

and home sweet home :)

my father also took a picture with baby,

the first ever picture my dad's taking picture with my Bf alone :)

baby should feel honured :)

pictures :D

rained, so heavily when we got home,

but i will never miss the bitches gathering,

haha,went H2 at bout 8pm,

saw buibui, and bitches, so happy :)

played talked,sang, but damn jialat,

PK-ed with osme other people,

and my throats killing me, but i want to sing !

and later on, qi came with my dinner.

cherie came too :) with the new "gu niang" hair style,

qi and me was yelling and screaming in disgust,

especially qi, damn funny.

cause cherie without her spects in her new hair style

look soooo girly, haa.

i love my bitches they totally made my day !

I LOVE MY BITCHES & MY BABY :)

2009-10-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

i miss my blog !

my blog seem sooo dead...

my bad, really sorry,

been promising that i would blog pictures from malaysia soon

but, didn't. can't find the USB for the cam. hee.

anyway, really happy since i went malaysia,

the relationship between him and me have been improving alot.

but one bad thing's that, i somehow can't fall asleep without him beside me...

i doubt it's a good thing. haa.

everything seems so perfect,

my birthday's coming soon,

i've got a job now,

gonna have a renovated room real soon,

have been going town with bitches lately,

got new clothes from baby,

and getting really obsessed with facebook's "cafe world", etc

excexpt for now !

i'm aching all over !

sick for weeks and worse still having my mens....

hee, i'm going crazy.

anyway i simply love my bitches & baby !

really don't know how to live without 'em :)

picture picture time,

P.S. really hope to upload the pics in malaysia very soon :D

2009-10-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

Well since u did not take much pride in updating your blog, then i shall do the job for u alrights.

1.Firstly we miss u as much as u do haha.

2.Secondly we love ur baby as much as ur mama do ooops so mushy =X lol

3.Thirdly we are pinning for your return!

4.fourthly could u share with us his sweetness and understanding hahas no luhh joking just keep it to yourself we are just happy enough to know that you've earned a caring,understanding and handsome guy.

(PS:Kang, see this post don't fly and hit the ceilling hor lols)

signed off

:tnecniv♠

yours sincerely♥

2009-10-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

HEY GUYS ! :)

my blog haven been updated for a long time,

\really sorry. was damn lazy.

but i suddenlt thought of my blog, so, i'm here blogging.

i'm currently at malaysia, just reached last night.

took the budget airline here,

it was not bad, atleast we didn't DIE !

haha.

since i haven't been updating,

i wish to tell your what i was doing from my last update.

the day after the last post,

baby suddenly say he suddenly got the urge to go fishing,

so, immediately we headed to the shop where they sell fishing epuipment,

we bought alot of things,

aftermath went fishing on htat night with his brother and friends at lowwer pierce.

we not nothin from our rods, but got some hock soons with the net.:)

and from that day we wwent fishing almost everyday,

he look like a small kid when he fishes,realy very cute,

when he catches a fish he would be sooo excited.

haha, just from that day, baby got hooked onto FISHING :)

fish fish fish...

fashing days pass by quite fast, and now we're in malaysia,
i've got loads of pictures that i did not update.

i will soon, but when i get back :)

and, i'll never forget to tell you how i love him more each day.

he's sooo caring,

sooo sweet,

and extremely understanding.

because of him,

i had a chance to heart to heart talk with my mother.

because of him,

i'm closer to my family now.

because of him,

i'll never be afraid.

because of him,

i get to know how it feels to get protected.

I SIMPLY LOVE HIM :)

" he behave like a small boy sometimes :) "

baby, i know you'll look at this.

just wanna tell you,

i know you've putin the effort to show me your changing.

i can see the change in you too.

keep it up.

i love ya like my MAMA love you. :)

haha.

i miss buibui and other bitches badly :)

2009-09-16T08:41:00.001+08:00

i'm really bored now.

it's 8:30 in the morning and i'm still wide awake...

i can't seem to sleep.

i watched TV till 5 am,

went to prepare,

left my house at 5 plus,

met BABY for breakfast,

aftermath his house again.

he's now sitting beside me playing

BLEACH vs ONE PIECE :)

BORING BORING BORING

atlast we have arranged the air tickets to malaysia,

and it's DAMN CHEAP !

it's only $68 per pax for a round trip.

cheap uhh?

so excited that going malaysia with BABY,

sure we'll have fun there :)

i hate mushy stuff,

and i hate to admit,

but.....

i really do love my BABY more each day ;)

" BABY just saw what i've written, and he's really happy "

2009-09-15T06:09:00.001+08:00

haha, my BABY loves this picture

i've been wanting to post his picture from last week

what a sweet baby he have,

as long as he likes it, i would too.

not bad uhh. :)

what you guys think bout this picture?

tag tag tag :)
my dear BABY has been complaining that
there are little pictures of him.
now, there's a picture of him,
hope he'll stop whining :)
P.S. no matter how you whine and complain
i'll still sayang you :)
don't worry :)

2009-09-11T09:49:00.000+08:00

it's 9.30 in the morning and i'm still wide awake.

was playing DOTA since i reach baby's home with my brother,

haha, crazy. my back is killing me !

yesterday, accompanied baby, JH and JY go enroll bike at ubi.

then headed back to bradell mac to meet bui, si and dar.

saw josef and 3 of my other ex-classmates studying...

then went under void deck to drink and slack like BANGALAHS

till 12 plus before we headed home.

not bad huhh ? haha.

and, guess what? i made my own meal yesterday.

haha. it's delicious :)

lazy to type, and here some pictures to say the rest.

~~WARNING ! ADULT CONTENT.~~

~~SEXY CHICKS~~ :)

2009-09-09T18:39:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA-LIM ! :)

last night went H2 for MAMA LIM'S birthday,

over all it's quite fun.

and the cake is nice :)

last night qi bought alot of food for us,

it was damnn nice. haha,

thanks qi :)

saw howard, the bitch.

we were like bitching around with him lo.

took quite alot of pictures with that bitch.

enjpy the pics and see how BITCHY we can be :)

2009-09-07T17:07:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK ! :)

it's been a long time since i've blogged.

sorry readers that i did not post the picures in malaysia as i promised :)

forgive me for that.

i'm enjoying so much that i don't feel like blogging.

but, my friends are asking me like,

" foonyee plese update your blog, please. "

and common questions i would get for them are,

" hey , where have you been. MIA ah ? "

haha. and ya, i'm back .

recently, i've been soooo happy to hang around with baby all day long.

it feels so good to just stay beside him :)

we do almost everything together,

DOTA, eat, play, sleep.

i feel good :)

i love baby more and more :)

so here are some things i've been doing :)
i'm going to post the picture by each event.

me & honey, malaysia

us at H2

PR, fiona, baby & me, shisha

H2 again.

my brother's BIRTHDAY :)

celebration at H2 for brother

H2 again :)

H2 again ...

me & baby at our favourite sushi restaurant :)

the boys with WATERFALL.

brother, nick, max and us at enter.

us at our favourite sushi restaurant again :)

us at $10 KTV, sing till siao :)

watching teacher's day concert

me, baby and co. at sentosa :)

2009-07-24T00:38:00.002+08:00

hey guys =)
it has been a long period of time since i've blogged =)
a few important things i've got to update,
BIG NEWS,
i've quitted school already.
* it's not because i'm not keen in studying,
it's because i know i really can't make it.
i've been on MC for most of the time cause of my leg.
so, it's not my fault not studying.
i'm going for higher-NITEC next year.
it's a bid decision,
i've been haunted for this BIG decision for a long long time =)
i need to make it clear,
I LOVE STUDYING ! =)
AND, I'M IN MALAYSIA NOW.
ATLAST A RELAXIONG TIME FOR ME.
I LOVE THE ENVIRONMENT HERE. !\
look out for my next update,
won't be long =)

2009-06-23T06:17:00.004+08:00

today's a quite special day,
set out from my house with irwin and bro,
went Kplus to meet tayying and bui
as bro needs a hair cut,
(it turned out quite good.)
the interesting thing is that we wore the same t-shirt.
the one me and bro bought for them. =)
COOL !
i've never done this before. ~

after the hair cut,
bro, irwin and one friend of theirs went AMK tgt.
me, bui and pussy were left wobbling aroung TPY
before we meet alicia and cherie. (long time since i saw cherie)
after our luck, went roof top. and the most angry thing
bout today is that my agent told me and bie no need to for work.
like first day of work denn don't need go....
luckily, went over to bie working place to work. i would get 1/3
of that day's pay.
slacked after that.
met WK, dar, JY.
slacked till de decided to come my house here PA LAN ! =)
came my house watch "YESman". then they went home.

next, PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES =)

speak no evil, hear no evil, see no evil.
kisses.

2 bui's and 2 poons. nice ya ?

careful! bro's balls, i still want to have a niece or nephew =)

2 RYP bros.

rocker, smoker.

Lolan chew and yee.

Lolan win and yee.

isn't my bro sexy ?

my darling .

bro and sis =)

crazy yee =)

caught red-handed.

Kplus auntie may =) lolans lans love her =)

look at bro's friend =)
so FUNNY =d

WARNING :

DON'T QUARREL readers !

2009-06-21T20:18:00.004+08:00

PS:yupps it's me loulan chew i hack into ur blog and i've removed the pic that u took with me cos i think its sibei ugly lols

haas

it's my new MNG top =)

my mum is sooo cute.

my dinner =) homemade =)

YUMMMM !

DAD & me =)

HAPPY PAPA'S DAY !

chunhoe & papa

lovely MOM & DAD

chunkit & dad

2009-06-21T18:26:00.002+08:00

it's been few days i've not been posing after the chalet,

i kinda miss my blog,

so i am here to blog !!!!!!!!! =)

supposed to go back malaysia (mother home town )

on friday, but didn't.

due to some corruption, i guess.

so yesterday, me and mum decided to JB.

we went, and bought LOTS of things =)

~ 2 dress

~ 2 heels (i don't wear heels acctually )

~ 2 MNG tops

~ 1 shirt ( he and chunhoe bought the same design for irwin and vin )

YAY ! =)

me and chunhoe shop till forget what we bought till we got home.

aftermath, went to meet lok & lian they all at 203,

bui came to collect the shirt i bought for him,

and think he LOVES it =)

WELCOME BUI =)

then went enter to meet dar, WK they all,

PA LAN time, went downtime =)

finally, at 7:30, home sweet home =)

met bui at 1pm this afternoon for his mouse,

it's my kinda mouse,

it's usual price was $39.90

now, it's only selling at $20.90

damnn cheap ya ?

after buying the mouse at iconcept,

went enter as bui wanted to collect earpiece from amy,

also to ask for KFC vouchers =)

so, went KFC-ing. haha

damnn full =)

aftermath, met gary, went bugis =)

saw ahwen, smoked and talked,

then, AMK hub,

gary wanted to buy the GOGO thing.

then home.

for the important HAPPY FATHERS DAY dinner =)

lastly,

HAPPY FATHERS DAY

TO ALL DADS !

2009-06-18T15:55:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ZHUONIAN =) !

YO YO YO !

BACK FROM THE CHALET.

FUN FUN FUN !

STAYED THERE FOR 3DAYS 2NIGHTS

SO LONG NEVER GO CHALET PLAY PLAY ALREADY =)

REALLY HAPPY, WENT TO ESCAPE.

AND SPEND ALL MY MONEY !

I LAZY TO TYPE, LET THE PICTURE DO THE TALKING =)

2009-06-13T14:43:00.003+08:00

these days i've heard and learnt alot.
i've thought over everything.
why take things so seriously, when the opposite take it so easy.
yes. i do need a shoulder to lean on.
but, it must not be a boyfriend.
if it doesn't work out, then be it.
i can't change the fact.
as long as he's happy.
there is no wrong or right in a relationship.
and he's no bad guy, or either am i a good girl.
i may love him now, but not forever,
maybe i can love him my whole fcuking life,
but i still can't decieve myself.
no one can forget someone in a short period of time.
but time will eventually heal everything.
and time is what i need.
and i know i can do it.
hence, he might be happier now.
so, after all these days of thinking.
i've come to a decision,
I'M LETTING GO.

[ hope he's happier ]

2009-06-09T08:18:00.004+08:00

haha, another day of insomnia =)

boring.

just now qi, cherie and buii came over to my house.

then cherie went to pick cheryl up.

11 plus we headed to TPY to meet WK they all at 222.

chit chit till think 4 am went to lor 8 coffee shop.

then all went home accept for me and buii,

walk to buii house,

on the way we saw LK's father,

i'm really really happy to see him =)

[ i have not seen him for quite some time.

have the thought of msging him before but didn't have the courage to do so.

i really appreciate the care LK parents gave me.

and they really did care for me.

i miss them. ]

went over to buii's house to grab gear,

for later's shopping and jogging.

then now we are slacking in my house.

and PIPI is just right beside me farting non-stop. =)

TATA, i'll blog till here lazy.

{ thousands of respect to LK's parents }

WARNING !

HERE'S A PHOTO OF ME AND DAR

a forfeit from ' true or dare '

2009-06-08T11:34:00.003+08:00

still awake as usual =)

nohting i can do but to blog.

anyway, i was so happy when i woke up yesterday,

you know what ?

i slept the longest among the past 2 plus weeks =)

7 hours. haha.

went block 37 at 12+ am.

met WK, JY, KH and DAR

my brothers and friends companied me there with their bicycles. =)

arghhhhh! damnn dangerous.

then, reached home at bout 7+

after listening to them talk,

i understood alot, but found myself not able to do it.

i'll try to fing a way out. DON"T WORRY DARLINGS =)

my bro and friends welcomed me with prawn crackers.

went to check on my dog =)

guess what !

OMG ! she shitted in her cage, and i have to wash the cage,

then bath her, and then start cleaning her shit in the livingroom again =)

i'm really worried for her,

there generous amount of blood in her shit !
AHHHHHH! i bringing her to the vet soon.

hope nothing is wrong with her.

after cleaning up all the mess,

bought her to the couch with me.

then took pictures with her =)

ILY .

( i'm not pretty in these pictures, but to me, with her in a picture, makes the picture look better )

ilove屁屁.

2009-06-06T02:36:00.002+08:00

only slept for 4 hours for these 3 days.
i have not been sleeping 2+ days straight.
and only ate a meal. 75 ban mian.
what the hell.
think really getting from bad to worst.
AHHHHHH!
i don't really feel tired.
later 5+pm still going swimming.
and now i still can't fall asleep, how ?
hong gan. haha.
arghhhh !
somemore no JOB !
no money. now smoke more.
anyway, now i really hope i can leave singapore this moment.
i really cannot tahan stay here.
and i really fcking cannot understand what guys are thinking.
i really fcking give up.
AHHHHHHHH!
guys guys guys. i can still live without them. =)
lazy to type already.
watching discovery channel =)
tata ~

2009-06-02T00:37:00.000+08:00

till now still haven sleep.
just can't fall asleep !
today after my exams i i went to darr house to change.
met up with gary and buii at red circle.
then went tampanies to collect darr's pay.
then went to the FOOD EXPO !
wow ! looking forward to it for soooo long.
but bit disappointing, nothin much for this season,
but we still had 2 rounds. haha damnn hungry =)
went enter aftermath denn saw celine they all.
i told celine bout my sleeping situation.
and she said,
if i continue like this,
oneday i would just faint and have a good sleep.
how i wish it is going to go that way.
haha. and since now it's the holidays, i'm looking for a job.
hope i'll find one soon.
gotta go smoke =) byeee !

2009-06-01T05:29:00.000+08:00

now it's 0530 in the morning and i still can't fall asleep.

and the worst thing is i still have an exam at 0830.

OMG! this is crazy. i never thought it it would be that bad.

i'm getting intense headache almost every 2 hours now a days.

TOTURING!

but looking at 屁屁 i feel happier.

i LOVE her =)

with her beside me relized that,

what i really need is not a boyfriend.

i can be happier this way too.

here are some more pictures of her =)

2009-05-30T05:30:00.000+08:00

here to update blog again =)

haha good news !

damnn happy luhh !

bought a chihuahua !

named it PIPI =)

bought it at $850 !

i love her =)

just cleaned her shit =)

here are some pictures of her =)

2009-05-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

it's been ages since i have updated my blog

paiisehh uhh =)

so, this will be a very long post =)

alot of things have happened to me for the past 2 weeks.

ARGHHHH ! but i'm trying to be real optimistic.

no worries my friends haa!

i'm happy to be friends with him =)

since last last week before alot of things happened,

i've not been sleeping good,

but it's from bad to worse now ! going crazy.

i'm like suffering from insomnia or sleeping disorder.

i couldn't sleep till morning, even if i sleep i would wake upp from time to time

and force myself to sleep again. and will wake up soon after.

it sucks. and the worst thing is i'm consuming alot!

before cheire's birthday on 22nd may,

i went to cineleisure to look for my

Singapore International School (S.I.S)

ex class mates =)

haven't seen them for ages =)

other photos are with them, but i only have one.

me and irving.

but as for CHERIE'S BIRTHDAY !

we went to a pub at serangoon garden.

haven't have fun for soooo long =)

it was damnn fun ! really enjoyed!

i was drunk on that night! embarassing !

here are some photos of us !

i love you guys uhh !

2009-04-27T00:34:00.000+08:00

2 happy things i want to announce today =)

firstly,

qi came back on sunday =)
went enter to meet them just now,
then went to eat pizza hut.

we talked crazily there,

denn went to enter to play some drums =)

haha long time never play,

cherie became damnn PRO !

denn went to all the auntie's hotspot,

THE PASAR MALAM ! haha

* and euu know what !

qi is now only 39KG !!!!
GOD !

any way, she come back jiiu hao liiao,

really miss her =)

and now she taking her lisence in JB,

hope she pass =)

secondly,

i bought a new laptop.

atlast !

i now i'm using to blog =)

here are some photos we took at the pasar malam !

haha, look at cherie's face =)

amused over a ramly burger !

look at the loner , chunkit

cherie kena squeezed, look at her face =)

this picture DAMNN PRECIOUS ! euu can only see qi smile once in a century =)

dar peeking at qi's msgg !

me and dar!

2009's mr singapore ! DAMNN COOL !

i chatted with qi last night on MSN,

and she told me i must post the pics,

so here i am posting =)

2009-04-26T02:30:00.000+08:00

ATLAST i'm blogging again =)

OMG !
since a long long long time since i blogged.
my blog is almost dying. haha.
recently i have been STUDYING HARD with yisi and dar. =)
everyday. goinn crazy damnn soon.
nothing much happened, still happy together with myBABY!
love him lots, yeah !

i'm really pissed just now !
some stupid uneducated bastards were demoralising me in DOTA just now !
DAMNN PISSED !
shit them !
say i noob ! they very pro uhh ?
it's not even my fault laa !
when i want to ulti they kill already, denn what they expect me to do ?
huhh ?! so, i jolly well just farking quit the damnn game !
they comfirm gg de. the opponent so fat !
haha, who the fark care bout them !
shit them !

haha, end of complaining =)

anyway, will try to keep my blog updated =)

i love my BABY !
[VGSFC™] rocks !

WE SUPPOT VIRGIN19 & HELMET18

THE first =)

2008-10-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

ATLAST !
my very own blog =)
hahahahahaha!
my dear dear friends, euur have waited long enough =)
RELIEF RELIEF RELIEF !
no more holding backed for me =)
STILL HANGING HERE. (CLOSE FRIENDS WOULD UNDERSTAND)
still being strong ?
any way,
I LOVE EUU GUYS ! (MY SISTERS !)

the past was GREAT.
but the overwhelming pressure is making me INSANE !
sorry.